Monday, March 15, 2010
{ 10:48 PM }
Seriously i don't why today is so heart breaking but i feel so .
Thinking in mind to tell someone but whom ?
Crazy. But it's so surreal to be like this .
My friends and family are all in this thing that i call
and amazing& disturbing creation that i made until
i can't name it .
The madness is so un describe able .
Going to start all over to solve this stupid thing that
i started it first .
Being bad this 2years was not i wanted to be but because
of the friends and influence that is all around me .
I just can't get out from the destruction .
i just don't want it to follow me until it gets worse .
Mad at myself so much until i need to scold my [***] .
Just wanna kill myself .
But can't won't will .
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Gone .
wanie.kesiow.